"Transfer Affection "

hold on, hold on

I'm trying to transfer affection,
trying to feel factor four.
trying to change my direction,
to go where I was once before.

don't try to tell me now
that I'm out here on my own;
and there's no way to carry on.
don't try to tell me
that there's nothing left to hide;
nothing inside.

I'm trying to break all connections,
burning a hole in my heart.
trying to transfer affection
is starting to tear me apart.

I'm tired, but then on reflection,
it's so hard to open my eyes;
to try reaching out for affection,
it's so hard to break the disguise.

hold on, hold on