hello...is this thing working?
you know, i should really be working.
and am getting frustrated with myself.
usually, when i say i will work from home
something comes out of it.
not tonight.
tonight, i soaked in passion-fruit scented bubbles.
gabbed on the phone.
stepped out for midnight tea.
and promptly came home to surf www.uncoolhunting.org (yes, UN-
coolhunting)
and found hideous chunks of trivial things and whatnot - like
furniture tattoos (eeeks),
transgendered cosmetics...and then i found this: the G&G Anime-styled
extra large contacts.
* GASP! *
i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
go ahead, label me uncool - but OMG!
i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have dreamt of these things and have actually doodled it on my
little post-it covered
moleskin book of "Desires".
it would fit perfectly in my odd collection of lenses (which i
haven't or hardly have ever worn)
flowers & birds, dollar signs, love-struck hearts – oh, and i have
20/20 vision.
However, i cannot find any site that actually sells it online. It was
just released on the 11th of Aug this year.
:( hurry, malls in Singapore. hurry.
...
am on msn with a friend right now, and i show him the link to my new
"lust"
and he says "what would you wear it with?"
i actually scan my entire wardrobe in my mind - and say
"they're eyes, you idiot! i can wear it with my boots, bangles or my
bikini - take your pick!"
and he replies, " i can picture you wearing them all together now,
and your big eyes rolling."
i close our conversation window and ignore him now. hahaha.
...
i think i have to sleep soon. my heart is ka-thumping funny.
maybe cause i've been thinking much too much about someone
and all the possibilities and the impossibilities of the "us" we are
and what we could be .
sigh.
you know how it is?
how you just "know", for example - even in crowd and it's dark -
and you had to reach out and find his hand - without looking you
know it is him? am like that with him. that's just one thing.
and while it is rather curious, it is really quite wonderful.
a sense of knowing to whom you belong.
ok... am getting weird again, this should be on my OTHER blog.
which no one knows about hehehe.
oh well...
time to snooze and continue a dream that was left hanging last night.
i want it to continue. i really do.
i hug my pillow and whisper to it - hello... is this thing working?
and am getting frustrated with myself.
usually, when i say i will work from home
something comes out of it.
not tonight.
tonight, i soaked in passion-fruit scented bubbles.
gabbed on the phone.
stepped out for midnight tea.
and promptly came home to surf www.uncoolhunting.org (yes, UN-
coolhunting)
and found hideous chunks of trivial things and whatnot - like
furniture tattoos (eeeks),
transgendered cosmetics...and then i found this: the G&G Anime-styled
extra large contacts.
* GASP! *
i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
go ahead, label me uncool - but OMG!
i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have dreamt of these things and have actually doodled it on my
little post-it covered
moleskin book of "Desires".
it would fit perfectly in my odd collection of lenses (which i
haven't or hardly have ever worn)
flowers & birds, dollar signs, love-struck hearts – oh, and i have
20/20 vision.
However, i cannot find any site that actually sells it online. It was
just released on the 11th of Aug this year.
:( hurry, malls in Singapore. hurry.
...
am on msn with a friend right now, and i show him the link to my new
"lust"
and he says "what would you wear it with?"
i actually scan my entire wardrobe in my mind - and say
"they're eyes, you idiot! i can wear it with my boots, bangles or my
bikini - take your pick!"
and he replies, " i can picture you wearing them all together now,
and your big eyes rolling."
i close our conversation window and ignore him now. hahaha.
...
i think i have to sleep soon. my heart is ka-thumping funny.
maybe cause i've been thinking much too much about someone
and all the possibilities and the impossibilities of the "us" we are
and what we could be .
sigh.
you know how it is?
how you just "know", for example - even in crowd and it's dark -
and you had to reach out and find his hand - without looking you
know it is him? am like that with him. that's just one thing.
and while it is rather curious, it is really quite wonderful.
a sense of knowing to whom you belong.
ok... am getting weird again, this should be on my OTHER blog.
which no one knows about hehehe.
oh well...
time to snooze and continue a dream that was left hanging last night.
i want it to continue. i really do.
i hug my pillow and whisper to it - hello... is this thing working?
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