it's 11.25pm, real time.
an hour ago - i was having coffee with Joe.

The guy who took my order and schlopped my cappuccino
took one look at me, while i was staring dreamily at the moon - and
created this for me. hee hee.
when strangers go out of their way to make me laugh -
i can't help but like the world a little bit more.
...

so i come home, and immediately try to rush the chores i have been
avoiding for 2 days, and blink at my
laundry basket for maybe 10 full minutes. i suddenly remembered
something that made me go into my thinking pose
(pointy finger on lower lip)...hmm. this weekend has considerably
been, well, for lack of a better word – surprising.

something has changed. drastically. in the past 24hours. and as i
wrote in my previous entry (below this) quite unexpectedly. and i
just sat and watched the transformation take place.
i look up to heavens and the decide-rs of my fate - and say "Really?"

...

i have never talked so much before.
because i have blatantly refused to step out of orchard this entire
weekend - my friends came to see me. it was nice :)
and so... now, i have to catch up on some ZZZzzs before the weekend
is officially over. seriously. groan. and my throat hurts. olympic-
size conversation marathons are exhausting.

but am grateful, cause even if i don't have answers to any of my
questions - i think, somehow, they are just a turn of a page away.
so, i think, the story goes :)