pix: Digipost.
The power went out while we were editing.
And for a few minutes i just sat there and stared at a seemingly deep
and empty
void, although I knew that if i reached out i could feel kelvin or
mei beside me.

and i relished the moment.
...

this weekend:
i saw balloons that carried pretty dancing women to the sky.
dusty clowns and tin dolls that cost over $40,000.
a thing labeled as a horse, but am quite sure wasn't.
thoroughly enjoyed my breakfast(s) and the hours that followed.
i smiled at a lovely brickwall with a moving picture, but not.
i dreamt of danny.
the darkness told me things to think/worry about.
i walked and walked and walked - and i didn't mind at all.
i had beer and sausages and plenty of amusement.
i hoped not to fall in love.

...

5 mins earlier -
in this space i wrote an entire chunk
of what's really on my mind.
but had to pour smoke and glitter over it
cause am sure the world
does not need to know - yet.
the secrets that i keep.