I wonder how much of all this I can take
before I buckle.
I mean, look at the side-effect :
am listening to ABBA continuously-without flinching.
Maybe I've gone catatonic. Groan. Hahaha.

…


My arm is wet.
From watergun  squirts. Eeeek!
Just before I screamed -
an axiom reveals itself to me.
Split-second wisdom:
When things are kept hidden
it must be something really wrong or
really bad that it has to be kept from other people.


If my truth requires for me to hide
someone else's truth and
cover a bigger truth, then it in itself must be wrong.
Do I make sense – at all?

I wither.
Evidently, happiness requires a fine print of Terms & Conditions.


There is always a catch. I don't know if like my life right now.
It's an epic of trying-truths.

….

Abba right on cue, background vocals:
Take-a-chance
Take-a, take-a
chance- chance.

HAHAHAHAHA!

SOMEBODY SLAP ME!
I have no energy to
switch off someone's iTunes playlist.

…

Bought this book yesterday while waiting
for Joe. I know it's gonna be
a mindless read – where it still

spins within a formula of happy endings.

And I would be disturbed
at the end of it – but am preparing
for serious alone time
(which means: one day to myself)
this weekend.

before anything, let me express my amusement
about men who are really just little boys.

* clap, clap, clap *

through a window i saw a dollhouse and
walked into what was most definitely
a toy store.

in a tiny aisle i ran into 2 men, pulling out a robot
from its box.

((Excuse me, are there hula-hoops here?)))
They look at me, bewildered and scoff.
(((This is a hobby shop not a toy store.)))
I point at the doll house at the window,
(((You coulda fooled me.)))
I laugh and strangely enough, they laugh with me.
Huh?!
(((How about a catwoman barbie doll?)))
Then they start paying me attention.

Whip!!!

...

image: HARUE's tailoring for a 1/6th Joker
from toysrevil.blogspot.com

hee hee hee
it's just so adorable.
...

my magic 8-ball says:
Go for it.

i say:
Hell yeah!