i have roughly 5 minutes to myself
between Craning and making a List of Lists.
work stuff. inconceivable.

i sit on the couch beside my desk
- a mental recap of what's been happening
to me. my workspace corner is empty.
everyone is out for lunch.
i am - chewing on words.

...

the pages of my thesaurus would bleed
if it were human.
...

life.
interesting. confusing. shit.
haha. and so i ask heavens again, what i did at
church this sat:
"By any chance, in the past 6 years
when i prayed - did you guys up there
hear the wrong name?"
HAHAHA

perhaps.
...

Am meeting with a friend later
for dinner
who's excited to tell me about
his blossoming love life, i think.
happiness is contagious.
am almost terribly happy.
almost. :)

...

some flower-shop called me
to say they TRIED to deliver something
but that i was nowhere to be found.
i laugh.

that is so right.