roughly 10 minutes to myself.
just to get my mind off from work.
a tiny patch of green in a far away pretend place to rest my eyes.
are you guys sure this works?

am pained at the amount of research i must sift through
just to get past this pitch fever :s
...

ancient, year 2001.
image from Maxwell's video "lifetime"

and i question myself:
"Can ALL this really happen in one lifetime?"
But it is.

all i can do is shake my head
and take it frame-by-frame.
too bad, i can't bellow "CUT!"

surreal.
God, are you seriously
gonna let me go through this?
it's INSANE!!!
hahaha

...
time's up.
grey clouds outside.
am sunshine-y inside.
B-52s loveshack on replay now.
haha

pfft. back to the grind.