found these shoes at ETSY, but they only have them in 9s. :(
falling in love with the site.
...
i forgot to Phlog this - i think:
A month or so back, my friend Nic came over with a surprise
in the middle of the night.
She got me the geisha girl earrings from Etsy!
wooooohooooOOooOooOOo!

i am loved!
:) thank you again, Nic.
I shall post the pix with me wearing em - when i find the cable for my
camera.
haha
...
i just realised the critical level my finances has plummeted.
i have to start putting myself on an NO-impulse-buying budget.
...
i abhor my moodswings.

they're TOO unpredictable.
maybe am bi-polar, for real.
wikipedia says am not. quite.
but then again, i can attribute all this
to the many seasons, experiences, encounters i have
just roller-coaster-ed through.

notice: attribute, not blame.
...

out with the old.
in with the new.

...

i am shuffling through
nauseating despair and tingling excitement.
no, am not pregnant. hahaha.
it's just that am half this and that.
bitter-fucking-sweet.

...

i see the clues.
and i don't know what to make of them.
the sheets. the tee. the music.
all that stuns and puts me on
unbreathing pauses
and serves as antidote to my
fuming, warped catalyst-ic purging.

you don't know what you're doing to me!
say something!